lost

i guess the drugs have messed up my powers of concentration
i thought today was february
i missed a whole week in my date book
some real waiting begins
i was so sure i could make it till wed. to see the surgeon- turns out i don't see him till feb 4 !!!!!!! not this week !
he is the only one that knows or might know what is happening next........
i so don't want to wait............
and the pain goes on...........
the hardest thing in the world for me to do.........reach out for support....but at the moment i have no choice but to do so...........
for those of you who have any flexible time-i need rides to medical appts off and on as i'm unable to drive
i need a trip to the grocery store once in a while
i need some "take out" from whole foods or a facsimile some days
i really need company-just stopping by to say hello..............the days and nites are fiercely long and lonely
let me know if your schedule would permit me calling you to see if a ride to and from somewhere is a possibility.....all appts are local and pretty brief...
mostly i'd like to see you...........blessings and thanks
eileen